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Season Change - Valentine
I've caved in and I hate it.
aku roboh dan aku membencinya
So what if I'm selfish like a child,
lantas kenapa jika aku egois seperti anak kecil,
I want you back.
aku ingin kau kembali
I want you back.
aku ingin kau kembali
I want you back.
aku ingin kau kembali

Today I woke up
hari ini aku terbangun
In a cold sweat with an empty place in my chest
dengan keringat dingin beserta tempat kosong di dalam hatiku
Where your heart used to beat
dimana dulu jantungmu berdetak
When you'd hold me and tell me you loved me and would never stop,
saat kau memelukku dan bilang kau menyayangiku dan tak akan pernah berhenti
Even if I did. Even if I did.
walaupun aku berhenti (menyayangimu), walaupun aku berhenti(menyayangimu)

Well, my head says it's okay, it's time to accept,
baiklah, pikirku tak apa, ini saatnya untuk menerima
But my heart won't let me. It's holding its breath,
tapi hatiku tak membiarkanku, menahan nafas
Waiting to breathe out, so you could breathe it in.
menunggu untuk di hembuskan, supaya kau bisa menghela bernafas
Let this air into your lungs and make your heart beat again,
membiarkan udara masuk keparu-parumu dan jantungmu berdetak lagi,

But you won't wake up.
tapi kau tetap tak terbangun
So, I'll hold my breath until you do.
oleh karena itu, aku menhan nafas sampai kau terbangun
I'll count to forever and hope to God I see you.
aku tak akan berhenti menghitung dan berharap pada tuhan aku melihatmu
Haunt me. It's hard to breathe without you.
hantui aku, sulit untuk bernafas tanpamu
Just please don't, please don't leave me without you.
tolong jangan, tolong jangan tinggalkan aku tanpamu
No, please God, please don't
tidak, tolong tuhan, tolong jangan
Please God, please don't leave.
tolong tuhan, tolong jangan pergi

I won't try to pretend like I'm okay now that you're gone.
aku tak ingin berpura-pura aku sekarang baik-baik saja bahwa kau pergi
You were always the one that I would go to,
kau selalu menjadi orang yang akan aku tuju
To talk about how I could never deal with pain.
untuk membicarakan tentang bagaimana aku tak bisa menahan rasa sakit
So what am I supposed to say to save myself
jadi apa yang harus aku katakan untuk menyelamatkan diriku sendiri
When I'm dying alone? I've got nothing again.
saat aku meninggal sendirian? aku tak punya apa-apa lagi

But you won't wake up.
tapi kau tetap tak terbangun
So, I'll hold my breath until you do.
oleh karena itu, aku menhan nafas sampai kau terbangun
I'll count to forever and hope to God I see you.
aku tak akan berhenti menghitung dan berharap pada tuhan aku melihatmu
Haunt me. It's hard to breathe without you.
hantui aku, sulit untuk bernafas tanpamu
Just please don't, please don't leave me without you.
tolong jangan, tolong jangan tinggalkan aku tanpamu
No, please God, please don't
tidak, tolong tuhan, tolong jangan
Please God, please don't leave.
tolong tuhan, tolong jangan pergi

Here I am,
aku disini
Choked up and broken with shaking hands.
ingin menangis dan hancur serta tangan bergetar
I hate to think of you, but I always do.
aku benci memikirkanmu, tapi aku selalu melakukannya
I can't be alone,
aku tak bisa sendirian
'cause it's the only time that I can just let go,
karena itu satu-satunya saat aku bisa merelakan
And I'm just not strong enough.
dan hanya saja aku tak cukup kuat

Haunt me. It's hard to breathe without you.
hantui aku, sulit untuk bernafas tanpamu
Just please don't, please don't leave me without you.
tolong jangan, tolong jangan tinggalkan aku tanpamu
No, please God, please don't
tidak, tolong tuhan, tolong jangan
Please God, please don't leave.
tolong tuhan, tolong jangan pergi